of all days, i hurt my right leg today.. but dun care.. i will still go n play badminton later.. =)

okie.. i mus be mad.. jus to help a gd fren, i ask tt person to help me.. urgh... mad mad mad..

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anyway, im tinking of all e ppl who left my life to another world.. grandma, seniors, frenz n juniors.. scary.. i kind of fear e thought of loved ones leaving me.. even though i have been thru so many numerous times.. but well, i tink they want to teach me a lesson, treasure those who are still alive..

it had been a long time since i blog e last time.. had been too busy wif work, sms-ing, msn-ing, psp-ing and facebook-ing.. haiz.. so busy tt i nearly forgot e fact tt i have a blog.. okie.. kind of lame..

anyway, today is open house.. as usual im so high till i went back wif james to play wif e juniors.. wow.. my skills are kind of worse.. alot of shuttles i missed.. mayb because e last time i touch my racket was b4 grad day.. which is like ard oct 09?? or mayb i finding excuses for myself.. haiz.. jus let me be..

even though i got to play wif my beloved juniors, but my mood is still nt very gd.. haiz.. mayb cos of e cake tingy.. so abit emo.. n overheard sum stuff which make me emo too.. dunno lah.. jus tink tt sumtimes im such a failure.. trying to improve myself from e bad points.. but how long more can i improve?? no idea..

dunno y at hall jus now i suddenly miss jc life alot.. those rushing for lec n tut.. every1 ran and urged others faster.. kanna scolded by ms ong for nt memorising my chem facts.. kanna stared by mr syn for toking to tung n louis at econs.. "simple plus simple equals very simple" and "if u see stars now, later in exam hall u will see e whole galaxy" by mr sim.. boring yet interesting (contradiciton) gp lessons from mr ganesh.. n "lim xin yi" from mdm tay..

months before grad day, tung, louis, faiz n me had been counting down n hoping tt grad day will come soon.. so tt we dun need to escape from e evil clutches of the fat ass.. but well, now tt we really escaped from him, we kind of miss those days.. cos they were part of e fond memories where we packed like mad after all e ASP n ran as fast as we could to bus stop or mrt.. or even from lec hall to tut class to book places n stop tt fat ass from sitting near.. haha.. i wont deny i really kind of miss those days..

nt to mention times wif jie (addie) at e morning assembly, secretly chatting n fanning each other.. n well, getting caught by mdm tay or ms lim..

oso, times wif sengyie n peiwen.. haha.. sengyie n me always like to tease peiwen abt her aunti-ness.. joking abt pw only noe abt e offers at market n supermarket.. making fun of her is mean of us.. but we enjoyed to see her reactions n how she cant stand us in e end and simply reply wif a "urghhhhh!"..

times spent mugging for exams wif momo (mommy) n jie.. joking n laughing as hard as we studied.. questioning each other, n taking photo.. most imptly, supporting each other from e stress and alot of other problems..

times spent wif e badminton team.. before e j1s were in, i was e only gal left bonding wif e j2 guys.. they treated me as half guy, i treated them as half gal.. well, in e end, we were all transexual.. then when e juniors came in, i finally managed to fight n start a gal team.. to ask for e rights to go out for tournament.. to ask for more attention.. all e pt trainings at J block level 2, all e debriefing at first few sessions.. all e tournaments and matches we went thru.. including enduring for coach's training.. mayb because of all these, i was rather strict wif them n myself.. haha.. only to noe wks before tournament tt i have heart prob and have to restrict myself from trainings n tournaments.. haha.. but i didnt care and carried on wif e A divisions.. getting disapproval of my actions sumtimes was a regret.. i was too stubborn, i understand n i noe..

times spent consulting tutors were oso memorable.. haha.. i mus be mad.. im really missing e hectic life in jc now.. im reallying hoping to go back but nt as a retain.. cos i wan to go uni wif my A levels results.. if only certain frenships can be carried on after jc, how gd will it be??

haiz.. emo-ing again.. work sucks..

jus realise my blog is kind of dead.. haha.. cos too busy working i tink.. so tired by e time i get home.. =(

anyway, i jus got my new red psp!! haha..
oso i wanna go exercise to slim down.. =)

im so so tired by work recently.. im jus like a cheap labour.. pay so low, work so much.. i really feel like scolding all e bad bad words here.. but well.. control.. if only i can speak to the work union, i will ask them for help to increase my pay man..

anyway, boss recently oversea.. n threw tons of work to me b4 she is gone.. as if im machine?? so busy till i dun have a proper lunch.. or shld i say she make it seems like everyting is her last words.. i noe im mean.. but wad does she expect from me wif tt low pay?? e only ting tt is gd is tt workplace is very very near my house, 5min walk..

I AM SO GOING TO QUIT AT THE START OF MARCH 2010.. WORK FINISH 3 MONTHS AND IM GONE!!!

haha.. but i did sth bad while work.. i msn wif mdm tay.. haha.. dun care if tt boss noe anot.. well.. im finished all e work given by e end of e day.. hahaha..
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anyway, im starting to miss to go out wif frenz.. like momo n addie.. haha.. but too busy then quite hard to ask them out too.. dinner oso quite hard cos momo off time like quite late.. haha.. pray hard can meet them soon.. =)

speaking of tis, fri was a bad n busy day man.. i was so pissed at work.. mdm tay made e 1st step to come to amk n have dinner wif me.. actually she was in a bad mood too.. so well.. jus had a quick dinner wif her after work.. then went home to watch my "burning flame 3"..

haiz.. work sucks.. work sucks..

well, e best ting tt can happen to me today is tt mommy tay is back to singapore.. n im gg to meet her up real real soon!! haha..

e bad tings are my work is killing me.. i can hardly breathe..

i dreamt of sum1 and sumting jus now.. but i cant rmb who n what..

i only noe there was this calm n peaceful feeling in me..

from me to you